Lost

I have no idea about why we fight, why issues crept in our most perfect relationship.
I don't know why life became a mess and why bad things never seems to end.
I don't know.

All I know is that I love you, Even though we are not perfect, Even though we fight, Even though we misunderstand each other.
All I know is that without you it is impossible to breathe, It is just not possible to stand.
All I know is that I am imperfect and you make me perfect.
All I know is that I love you and I love you so much that fighting, arguing, misunderstandings, all seem to be perfect with you.
You might think I am mad or not practical or immature or insane or whatever, but the truth is that I am just a lovely person who needs you, your time, your love, your concern, you wanting to talk to me, you fighting the world for me, you wanting to give ur most cherished things for me.
I am not asking any of it But I am not even saying that i don't need it.
I just want you to want me like the way I want.
I can't ever think of living without you But today if I have to, then I am ready.
Love is not forced, It can never be forced.
The only thing that I don't want you doing is forcing yourself to love me.
Its hard to imagine but nothing is impossible.
You are free to go, free to live your life on your terms.
But remember this always, that I love you, I always will.

Discover

I wish you could have looked into my eyes
discovered my love and cries
I craved to be yours and wanted to rise
but you honoured me with insult, as my only prize
Love is not a feeling which dries
it shatters the soul with more tries
Why can't you see your lies
which makes me crazy and unwise
I hoped to be with you and witness life's lows and highs
but now with you around, our love slowly dies

I wanna sleep

Sleep with no thoughts in mind
sleep with a dream

dream which is free from any hassle
dream in which i feel safe

safe with you
safe from the disturbances created by mind

mind which keeps thinking
mind which overcomes heart

heart which aches for your smile and love
heart which is filled with only love

love which i always seek
love for which i live

live with your hand in mine
live only in dream

My Heart (Mixed Feelings)

Love is what i needed from you
I am not materialistic, i think u knew
Wanted to give you my entire life
Never thought that you would leave me in between

My Heart is crying for i loved you
My Heart is weeping for you meant the whole world to me

Nowhere to go, Nothing to do
I can't stand the way you things do
But still deep inside my heart
your image is engraved

My Heart is clouded with your thoughts
My Heart is filled with pain and loss

You had all the advantage
coz you knew what i thought and what is in my mind
But you never told me about your thoughts
you were never truthful and u lied whenever i asked

My Heart is asking why did you do what you did
My Heart is telling, come back, it still beats for you

Were you not aware of what i needed from you
Did i ever tell u to come close and love me
Even if i had feelings for you,
you had no right to manipulate and play with them

My Heart is pleading, take me along with you
My Heart is promising that it will always be faithful to you

You promised that you will never leave my hand
You told me that we will together fight the whole world
Then what happened now, what went wrong?
Is it that you don't trust me anymore or is it that you never loved me

My Heart is beating coz it still hopes that you will amend everything
My Heart smiles coz it cherishes the time spent with you.

I Love You

I wake up with a dream of being with u
to enlighten my days with the glory of ur love

I fancy to look at you while i sleep
to have a tranquilized nd composed sleep

I would like to dine with u
to eat a meal that soothes my taste-buds

I desire that ur fragrance stays all day with me
to keep myself away from the discomfort created by others

Freedom

I felt free in ur presence
I was flying high under ur guidance
I was under the state of ignorance
External factors taught me arrogance
Nobody luves to cry nd create disbalance
I lack the calibre to handle and miss ur assistance
I am giving up to situations and audience
But I can still feel ur breath and ur ambience

I know u hate when I cry
and i feel dead when u dont reply
I know u love to fly
but ur indifference make me dry
M now aware, u r not that guy
u r the one who can never understand and stand by
you want things to happen your way
its not possible coz I have my own wishes and i dont want to die
now u have all the freedom, u can fly high
but remember u were born on earth not on sky

Sorrowful Elation

I was on cloud nine
when u said those words that ripped my spine
I was proud of myself, i used to shine
but u separated Me from Mine
Even after drinking a lot of wine
i never thought of crossing my line
You made me climb the pine
nd now u r saying i never deserved to dine
U made me fell in front of my heart that was so fine
it never thought ill of neone, it was divine

Irritability

With U, there was a feeling of security
whatever happened, happened with purity
Ur presence gave me surity
surity that u wud fight the whole world and save me from obscurity
I dont know if things happened with maturity
but in my veins, i can sense this absurdity
My inability to do anything is generating negativity
m becuming irritable nd i knw m ruining everybody's prosperity

I want to be free

Things have fallen in place
but i am not happy and dont want to face
I wish life could allow backspace
Why cant I find solace
I feel i am running a race
I cant find any breathing space

I feel trapped
I loved you, i bragged
but my priorities have changed
nothing can be managed
my pain has increased
I dont want to fight, i want to fly without being engaged

DO GOOD & CAST INTO THE RIVER

Nobody is Bad
the feeling of thinking ill about others makes me sad

Do anything for anyboby
nobody cares, I wish there cud be sumbudy

I help because I want everyone to b happy
but in the end , people make me feel crappy

Why do people think only about their own benefit
why aren't they grateful to others and admit

They just c the pain given by others
they dont want to know the reason and to them, nothing bothers

I shud not expect and shiver
I shud DO GOOD & CAST INTO THE RIVER