My Heart (Mixed Feelings)

Love is what i needed from you
I am not materialistic, i think u knew
Wanted to give you my entire life
Never thought that you would leave me in between

My Heart is crying for i loved you
My Heart is weeping for you meant the whole world to me

Nowhere to go, Nothing to do
I can't stand the way you things do
But still deep inside my heart
your image is engraved

My Heart is clouded with your thoughts
My Heart is filled with pain and loss

You had all the advantage
coz you knew what i thought and what is in my mind
But you never told me about your thoughts
you were never truthful and u lied whenever i asked

My Heart is asking why did you do what you did
My Heart is telling, come back, it still beats for you

Were you not aware of what i needed from you
Did i ever tell u to come close and love me
Even if i had feelings for you,
you had no right to manipulate and play with them

My Heart is pleading, take me along with you
My Heart is promising that it will always be faithful to you

You promised that you will never leave my hand
You told me that we will together fight the whole world
Then what happened now, what went wrong?
Is it that you don't trust me anymore or is it that you never loved me

My Heart is beating coz it still hopes that you will amend everything
My Heart smiles coz it cherishes the time spent with you.

I Love You

I wake up with a dream of being with u
to enlighten my days with the glory of ur love

I fancy to look at you while i sleep
to have a tranquilized nd composed sleep

I would like to dine with u
to eat a meal that soothes my taste-buds

I desire that ur fragrance stays all day with me
to keep myself away from the discomfort created by others

Freedom

I felt free in ur presence
I was flying high under ur guidance
I was under the state of ignorance
External factors taught me arrogance
Nobody luves to cry nd create disbalance
I lack the calibre to handle and miss ur assistance
I am giving up to situations and audience
But I can still feel ur breath and ur ambience

I know u hate when I cry
and i feel dead when u dont reply
I know u love to fly
but ur indifference make me dry
M now aware, u r not that guy
u r the one who can never understand and stand by
you want things to happen your way
its not possible coz I have my own wishes and i dont want to die
now u have all the freedom, u can fly high
but remember u were born on earth not on sky