Sorrowful Elation

I was on cloud nine
when u said those words that ripped my spine
I was proud of myself, i used to shine
but u separated Me from Mine
Even after drinking a lot of wine
i never thought of crossing my line
You made me climb the pine
nd now u r saying i never deserved to dine
U made me fell in front of my heart that was so fine
it never thought ill of neone, it was divine

Irritability

With U, there was a feeling of security
whatever happened, happened with purity
Ur presence gave me surity
surity that u wud fight the whole world and save me from obscurity
I dont know if things happened with maturity
but in my veins, i can sense this absurdity
My inability to do anything is generating negativity
m becuming irritable nd i knw m ruining everybody's prosperity

I want to be free

Things have fallen in place
but i am not happy and dont want to face
I wish life could allow backspace
Why cant I find solace
I feel i am running a race
I cant find any breathing space

I feel trapped
I loved you, i bragged
but my priorities have changed
nothing can be managed
my pain has increased
I dont want to fight, i want to fly without being engaged

DO GOOD & CAST INTO THE RIVER

Nobody is Bad
the feeling of thinking ill about others makes me sad

Do anything for anyboby
nobody cares, I wish there cud be sumbudy

I help because I want everyone to b happy
but in the end , people make me feel crappy

Why do people think only about their own benefit
why aren't they grateful to others and admit

They just c the pain given by others
they dont want to know the reason and to them, nothing bothers

I shud not expect and shiver
I shud DO GOOD & CAST INTO THE RIVER

Given-up

Life has stopped breathing
there is no way out, I've stopped weeping

I don't know but something is wrong
why are things and people playing that dirty song

song whose words boast of betrayal
Is everything a joke or real

I have given up
I wish my life could also give-up

Its good to be bad

To lie, is not in my nature
but to save someone from pain is mature

Never thought of hurting someone
whatever i did was not fun

U might enjoy reading this
but my heart for sure is making a hiss

Could never understand you
u only try to woo

Hate me, the pain will be short lived
Love me and u'll always feel deprived

Stop playing

I dont want u to do any favour
and become my saviour

U have no right to play with my heart
I am not a toy, dont hit me with dart

Broken heart trusts none
but if trusts then expects a tonne

U leave me when i need u the most
i know i have to walk alone, now am not lost

Life is miserable and could worsen
this is definitely going to give me a lesson

I tried my best
but cannot give any more test

I wish nothing from you
but please god give me enough courage to rescue

tanhai

tanhaiyon se judne lage hai wo, kehte hai:

bikhar gaye jo sapne to sambhal nahi paayenge
toot gaye jo ek baar to jud nahi paayenge
apna lo humein hum seh nahi paayenge
juda ho gaye to kabhi dobara jee nahi paayenge

Breathless

I am feeling breathless
Why did u made me lifeless?

My life is so dry
Why did u made me cry?

I feel like running away from here
Where do i go, i can neither find u here nor there

I feel like shouting
What is it that i am fighting

Fighting my own fear
To overcome ur feel-It's the only thing which right now is the most dear

Feel like crying out loud
Why is my life's path filled with cloud

To get rid of my shadow is what I desire
Don't even want to know the truth now, coz i am convinced that u are a liar

Bewildered

Where am I standing???
What is my life demanding???
Why is it all happening???
dont know which fruit is ripening???

I feel dead

I feel like crying and sharing all this with u...it might sound filmy and filthy to u...
but its not what u r thinking...its just that i luved u so much that i forgot myself...
i feel deprived of life...i feel deprived of emotions without u...
i told u everything before but still u cudn't help me...instead u preferred lying and kept me in confused state...
my heart will neither allow u nor nebudy else to enter, it is broken and it has made me heartless...
m sorry...but ur luv killed me, i feel dead...

Joy

I am loving u again
i have learnt, i never loved u for ne gain
there was this pain
which got washed away in this beautiful rain

rain of thought
enlightenment is what it brought
ur love is what i always sought
its inside me, i forgot

My Loss

I wish u cud b here
nd c the pain i bear

i wish i could get u back
the strength to accept the truth is what i lack

i knw we will never be together again
nuthingz gonna happen, i lost u and the power to regain

I need U the most when i cry

I dont want to trouble you
but i think u dont c the pain i go thru

Please understand,i need u the most when i cry
without u my life is dry

I want u to live long
u r the one who can make me strong

If u r not with me
then there is nothing that i want to see

Love is not about ego
if i dont listen then please dont go

I want u to be with me
i am begging u,i am on my knee

Please listen, dont walk away
didnt u realize my pain till i didnt say

Is love only about expression
Do i everytime need to cry and tell u a lesson

U left me alone, when i needed u the most
Ur love is the only thing about which i can boast

I have realized that u'll leave me whenevr u'll hurt me
i think i have lost my happiness's key

Trust me i never wanted to hurt you
I'll go, if u'll tell me to leave you

Its not possible to live without you
But i dont want to trouble you

Come Back

I have no where to go
your love makes me glow

Its not easy for me
u r the one i wish to see

my love is blossoming everyday
cant think of staying away

touch me, hold me
thats my only plea

i have nothing to fear
when u r near

cant express all my feelings in words
i said nothing and i wish u had heard

stop making me feel lonely
Come back, i need you-only.

Lets not Fight

U r the one i breathe
imagine my life if u leave

u r my strength, u r my weakness
Without U, life is useless

take me along wherever u go
or else leave me alone and let me die slow

love the way u touch me
love the way u listen to me
love the way u care for me
love the way u hold me

why do we fight i wonder
is it me or u who makes the blunder

Whosoever's fault it might be
but the pain i go thru makes me drowsy

listen to me, lets finish all our fights
nd brighten our hearts with lights

dont ever leave me alone
for i m ur own

i m ur part
dont ever play with my heart

i have surrendered myself to u
take me wherever u wish to

¬(Fake it till you make it)

It is so easy to judge others
It is so easy to ignore what exactly others have to say and comment
It is so easy to climb up by pulling others down

Never give your "Valuable Opinion" unless u urself have not experienced the same.

What affects you, might not affect others and what affect others might not bother you.

Every person is special, every feeling is special.

Learn to express, expression might make others form a positive/negative perception about you,
But atleast you are not FAKING.

Why should i expect?

There I am, standing and watching the whole world :)

Different people, Different attitude,
Difference in perception, differece in thinking
Different journey, different opinion

I cannot fulfil evey expectation of every other person, so why should i expect?

If ever i meant nething to u

U become my life, i dont know when
i am madly in love with u since then

Heard that love gives happiness
nobody told me about the associated sadness

Never thought this love would give me so much pain
feel like there is no gain

I have nobody to share my feelings with
it was only u with whom i wanted to live

Life has never been fair
but it becomes beautiful when u care

I cud stand and fight with the whole world when i used to feel ur love
But today i've become numb to all the feelings of love

For me u were the only source of happiness
but today u r the only reason of my sadness

Cant leave u
But cant live with u

I dont want to explain
for i have nothing to complain

I know u r feeling the same
nd there is nothing to blame

Why did u come in my life?
why did i ever tell u about my life?

I dont want to make u realize nething
just wanted to ask if ever i meant nething

Pain

There is this feeling of loneliness, creeping in
it feels as if somebody is poking my heart with pin

feeling scared as if something is going away
is there any way i can make it stay???

feel like forgetting the time spent with u
i know its a total waste to argue

i know somewhere deep inside its only u who matters to u
i wish you could also come to my rescue

May b m carrying the wrong perception
i wish u could help me overcome this misconception

m alone and shattered
all my dreams are tattered

feeling my existence is unworthy
being the reason of somebudy's sadness is not perky

nobody to understand nobody to care
only words are not enuf i wish u cud dare

Love knows no boundaries

M poisened by ur luv
cant c nething above

i feel slow
when the thought of going away grow

wanna walk along with u
i wish all my dreams come true

cant stand alone
i want u to b my backbone

my heart just talks about u, it says its not confined
it just wants u to hold me and it says its ways r undefined.....

Suppression

I knw m not completely right
but its not right that i luv to fight

i need respect too
i knw u were only trying to woo

but thats not what i wanted
i just wanna know why do u take me for granted

it hurts a lot
when i tell u sumthing nd u get red hot

without understanding my pain
how can u say that m insane

u gave ur thoughts to me
nd expect that i shud not c

u say u have done a lot for me
nodding to whatever u say, is that what u want me to be

do i not have the right to express
or shud i accept the fact that u'll always suppress

I Need U :(

I dont know wat m thinking
but m sure m sinking

life is miserable
nuthing is comprehensible

just wanna cum close to u
nuthing can help except u

the pain is deep
i wanna weep

weep till all the sorrows drain out
dont know what is life all about

trapped in a vacuum, i c nuthing
but can feel that m being deprived of breathing
telling this feeling to leave me alone, my head is aching
all my strength is shaking
m trying, m breaking
why is everybody adamant only on taking
why cant they c the joy in giving
its not their fault, its only in me that strength is lacking

I Love You

U r my heart-beat
coz u r the one who makes me complete

U r the love of my life
and i would like to be ur would be wife

Never in life i'll leave ur hand
but promise me that u'll love me till the end

I might not be beautiful
but when u r wid me, every moment becomes cheerful

Thought of losing u makes me sad
for u r the one who makes me mad

Wanna be with you forever
hold my hand and leave it never

Your smile took my heart away
u love me- this is wat i wanna hear u say

Wanna walk wid u miles
miss u every moment, there are no denials

My day starts wid ur thought
Ur company is what i always sought

Love me,Hate me,thats ur choice
being wid u is the only thing i rejoice

I never waana lose u
how much i love u, even i have no clue

Endless is my love, endless are my feelings
ur love for me is god's blessings

Love the way u care
i know whenevr i'll look back, u'll always be there

Love the way u scold
i know u'll hold me, whenever it will get cold

Love

Why is it that we keep on reminding the other person about how much we love him/her??? Why do we always claim that we love him/her more than he/she does???

Love is to give not to demand...Love is to make the one you love-smile, its not about expectations...

Somebody told me once : "We love because we want ourselves to be happy."

It's just a feeling

Why is it that at some point in time u feel like ending all your relationships, Why is it that at times everything seems to be going against you, Why is it that you start feeling that things are getting more messed up, Why is it that you start feeling trapped??? It's just a feeling like every other feeling..... Only change is permanent, believe in yourself and this phase of life will pass.....