I feel dead

I feel like crying and sharing all this with u...it might sound filmy and filthy to u...
but its not what u r thinking...its just that i luved u so much that i forgot myself...
i feel deprived of life...i feel deprived of emotions without u...
i told u everything before but still u cudn't help me...instead u preferred lying and kept me in confused state...
my heart will neither allow u nor nebudy else to enter, it is broken and it has made me heartless...
m sorry...but ur luv killed me, i feel dead...